Those Hands, Now Silken Wings

Those Hands, Now Silken Wings

My mom had the silkiest hands.

Throughout my childhood, I remember there always being a short, milky white jar with a pink top and Johnson’s Baby Cream label on the nightstand next to her bed. I suppose that’s the particular lotion she got used to having around after caring for all those cute little baby bottoms of her nine children over the years.

At night, after a hard day’s work, she’d change into a nightgown, climb into bed, and read a chapter or two in a book. Then I imagine that before she turned off the lamp, she reached for the jar and scooped out a nickel-size clump of the thick mixture, massaging it between her palms and knuckles and up to her fingertips, perhaps while reflecting on the day with a smile or deep exhale.

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The Calm, Happy Leaf

The Calm, Happy Leaf

“Look at that leaf! It’s the first one to change on our whole street!” my then middle school daughter proclaimed proudly from the passenger seat.

Absorbed in my own thoughts, I pulled up into the driveway and shifted into park. She was stretching her neck to look out the window at the tall ash tree next to our garage.

We grabbed our bags and got out of the car. Then I looked up, too. Sure enough, way at the tippy top, tucked amid a mass of green, was a single scarlet gold leaf fluttering in the gentle Autumn breeze.

Feeling a little run down lately, it felt good to take pause and connect with nature. Glancing upward with the sun and blue sky warming my face, my first thought gazing at the leaf was: It looks so calm and happy.  

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The Magical Mirror

The Magical Mirror

When I look in the mirror today, I see a woman’s face crossing over into midlife. The changes in the delicate skin around and within the arcs beneath her eyes are a little unnerving.

In my mind, I’m not quite there yet. I want to tilt the mirror to a different angle, modify the light, or wipe away the years with my sleeve like fog from a steamy shower.

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Beauty in Humble Places

Beauty in Humble Places

On the first day of school in that one-room, country schoolhouse, most of the other kids raced to the bigger, newer, shinier desks.

But little Diane, the one with a gleam in her eye and potato in her lunch bucket, who would one day become my mother, slid knowingly into the smallest, most unassuming one of them all.

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